BE BOLD TODAY
So I will be 36 weeks pregnant Sunday, all I want to do at this point is drink coffee, eat what I want, and make pretty things! Haha but that's not reality.....for every day! (:
For those of you who don't know I have developed gallbladder issues, sometime in my second trimester. It has been such a struggle to keep up with day to day life. We talked about inducing early and taking my gallbladder out right after Paul comes. But after talking to many Drs and me and John talking about it, we decided to wait until Paul is ready to come on his own. Then about a month after we will get my gallbladder taken out!
If im being honest this had caused SO many emotions (pregnancy life). Part of me wants my gallbladder out right now, this pain SUCKS. But the other part of me wants whats best for Paul, and his health needs to come first! Needless to say all I want is coffee and junk food, haha that does not mix with gallbladder issues! Surprisingly walking helps, sometimes, with the pain! But with being pregnant walking makes me super tired, very quickly!
Something God has been teaching me through this is patience, and giving God full control not only of mine and Johns life, but Pauls too. I have wanted to control everything when it comes to Paul, and whats happening with my body, clearly I have no control. Even though that can get me down, it's such an amazing thing that God, the creator of the universe, wants to guide me, and lead me. Us being in Gods hands is such an overwhelming peace to have, because what God can do for us, is FAR greater than what I can do for my family.
Over this next month I have a lot of time at home, I pray that God continues to teach me more about His love and grace, and I can't explain how excited me and John are to meet our little boy.
"If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God." - Colossians 3:1
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God," - Philippians 4:6
Hey there! Thank you for visiting my blog today. My name is Kailyn and I am a Christian blogger, Coffee drinker, and now a mom! Sounds like your cup of tea? I would love to hear from you!